Greetings To All

Well, much like my pal, I have pointlessly wound up with an online blog. I have also cleverly named it so that people won't find me and necessarily know who I am unless they hire a psychic.

Don't expect any bawwing from me unless I've REALLY had it with my day. I'm not a sobby little emo kid who gets a page to fill with nothing but complaints.

Perhaps I made this blog because I needed something to divert me from my commission work. Perhaps it was because I needed somewhere to unwind other than DeviantART, where I've got way too many followers to really express my true feelings on certain issues. Maybe it's because most of the time, I find that it's just my computer and I tackling the world together in a zone of little to no human contact. Perhaps, even, I needed a spot to allow my more intellectual side to muse.

For any of you stumbling here by the winds of fate or chance, I'm a person who tends to think rather negatively of herself (and rather negatively of the human race altogether, mind you.) I would describe myself as a paperweight to my friends: I can be a burden, although I keep them from flying off into the unknown. I also take a pro-life approach as someone who has had more than one brush with death and suicide, and anyone who's mentioned consideration of it around me can tell you that I take up my own manner of preaching as such. I'm very emotionally sensitive, and cannot act harshly or evilly for very long. If I fill myself with malice, I become angered at myself for being such a cruel fool, depressed, then angered at myself again for being so soft. Many see me as a mature, quiet loner type, although most anyone who knows me on a higher level will say that I'm much more complicated than that. I'm complicated, life is complicated: the universe is complicated.

Deal with it.